Everyone found out about my cutting and my reasons to cut. I got sent to the doctor where I got the diagnosis I am depressed, I am being sent to a psychiatrist. I am being bumped up the waiting list as they believe I am suicidal. Since the day where everyone found out and I got a diagnosis I have been worse, cutting more and deeper than I have ever before. Not only do I feel to open but I also feel like I now have to face this. This scares the shit out of me and i dont know that to do. Facing my demons is going to be a fucking hard task. I dont know if I will be able to get through it but I can’t preidct the future. All I know is that I am worse than ever and copeing right now is a hard task & I am struggling.